At 25...

It's been a while, I was too busy at work for the past few months. I just turned 25 last Friday. It was just an ordinary day. I stayed at home after hearing mass. I was supposed to go to work that day but decided not to. I just not feel to. Damn, of course I don't want to spend my bday talking and apologizing to those angry customers with their hotel reservation.

But I guess, what makes me regret not going to work was the surprise they had for me. I felt their going to make some tricks with me that day so I just surprise them that they can't do the surprise. hehehe! The thought of the surprise was cool. I was touched. But then, it was one of the first regret I had at the age of 25.

Well, I just want to say thank you to all the people who stood by me through thick and thin. I love you all.

=D

Day 5 Training Blah

Yawn! It's a sleepy night for me. I guess it's because I'm not used to sitting for all night on my chair. I'm kinda used to doing my rounds with my previous account. Well, I'm on the fifth day of my product training and the materials was not that hard but what makes it not so easy is the fact that I need to listen while dealing with my drowsiness, given the fact that they turned off the lights for the slide presentation.

Moving forward... I went to the pantry to get myself a cup of coffee. I was stopped by the movie being played on the big screen. It was one of my favorite movie, HITCH. It was really a cool movie or should I say a feel good movie. Flashback hit me. I watched the movie with a friend. I just miss my friend. I lost my contacts saved on my phone since I dropped my phone at NOKIA center. Well, nwei I think he's doing well. It just feel good seeing the movie again. It took my drowsiness away. Look I'm now writing my training blog. Hehehe... We're now playing games. =D I dunno, am I making sense?!

Training Blah

Time flies so fast. It’s already 2:58am and I’m about to finish my lunch. I’m currently on training on my new account. It’s totally different from my previous account. We’re assigned on a new site. New people, new location and new post.


It’s been 3 days since I transferred account. I thought I’d have a hard time letting go of my previous account, the site, and the people but it was not. It was not hard since I’m enjoying the work itself. The site was not that safe but it’s quiet I should say. The fact that I’m with the first batch of agents for our account makes it easy since most of them are new to the company itself.
I’m looking forward on seeing my friends from my previous account but for now I’m excited on the work itself. I’m in work mode I should say. Nothing special with my blah for today… hahaha! Ü

I Do's

Here comes the bride... all dress in white... Hahaha! It's the month of June and most of us are thinking that it's the month where most couples are getting married.


One of my closest friend in college is getting married. But it will be this July. Though it's not on the month of June I just realized that wedding will be the most exciting and happiest day on a woman's life. I dunno! I'm not on that part yet but I'm so excited. Maybe because I just had all the clouds in my head about my dream wedding. Motif will be yellow and I will be wearing a white tube for my gown n. Hahaha!


When I was still in the night shift, I'm kinda beating the time. While on the cab, I heard some conversation on the radio. They mentioned that the reason why most couple decide to get married on the month of June is because it's the sixth month of the year. They believe that the number six ends with an inward stroke wherein it signifies good things such as wealth for the couple.


I also heard over the radio that the reason why engagement ring or wedding ring is placed on the left hand is primarily because it's the closest to the heart.


Yesterday I went to Megamall to have a therapy since my lower back pain is killing me. After the session I had a foot spa. After the spa I went to the restroom before meeting a friend. I came across a wedding booth wherein couples can get ideas and assistance on their big day. Cakes were there, gowns and even souvenirs.


To make m y long story short, I think I'm on the age wherein I like to attend weddings. Maybe I just want to wear my yellow gown or it is because I want to be a wedding planner? hahah! I can't tell... let's see! ;p

Eastwood Experience!

I had a great weekend! I learned a lot though it was a long night for me. I went to Eastwood to meet our friend Nix who just arrived here in Manila. Dinner was held at Eastwood and it was scheduled 7pm. But I woke up 7pm that night! If Lala didn't call me I guess I can't make it that night.

Well, I was so ngarag that time since I was so late. We really apologized to Lala since she's already there 5pm. We're not able to meet her since she needs to meet her HS friends as well.

I arrived at Fazoli's around 9:30pm. I was surprised since it was not raining hard in Manila. Arrrgh! I brought my umbrella and I also had my jacket with me and it was not even raining in Eastwood compare to Bulacan. Well, I rushed to Fazoli's hoping that I can still see Lala before she go but I was so late that I only met Bam. I apologized and we had dinner and waited for Nix and Waffy.

Joe was not able to make it last night. Eddie said he needs to move out to his new condo. I texted Jake, Reo, Tj but no response. I guess they're all busy. Hahaha!

Bads and James, who celebrated their anniversary that day, arrived in Eastwood 12midnight since they went to EK to celebrate their 1 yr of love.

We had great talk. Hours of "how are you?" and chikkas. It was 3am that I began looking for Les since I need to go home. My battery was drained. It was an experienced indeed! I just realized that night that my phone was not open-line! GRRR! James' cp as well was locked to globe. Lucky us, that the girl from Coffee Bean lend us her phone to get Les' number.

To make the story short, I was not able to go home since it's already 4am. I just asked my friends to stay with me till morning. We went to Something Fishy to have some vodka but there not serving separate dish anymore since it's already bfast time. I just treated them in KFC. We talked about our problems, family, love, career and dreams. Time flew so fast that we haven't notice that the sun was already smiling at us. We left eastwood 6am this morning.

My dudies were all mature now I should say. I'm so proud of them. I guess moral of yesterday's experience was CHARGE YOUR PHONE before going out and respect other's time! Sorry na LALA! hehehe...

Bitter Butter!

Yeah! I admit it! I'm still bitter. I still love him. Why can't I just moved on... There's a lot of guys who are more handsome than him. Single and trust worthy... But why can't I get over him... Maybe because I still love him... Damn! Behind those smiles... lies the real me... a girl who only loved one guy. Years have passed... but I'm so damn not to realized I'm waiting for forever! There's no second chance... There's no looking back. But here I am... still waiting... still wishing... A part of me I wish I could change.

= c

-anonymous

In Tears...

It's been a while since I last cried. I was buzzed by a friend early this morning. He was my best friend that I really missed. Circumstances according to him changed the man I used to hang out with. Maybe, he's correct. He had a girlfriend and he was promoted. We don't have any bonding time anymore. I was never busy but he is. But I can't blame him. He became a manager. I sure know that he got lot of things to do. He also has a girlfriend that he needs to give time to.

Why the heck did I cry? It's because I was looking for him the time I was so down. I was looking for someone to listen. I tried to tell him through our emails but he was sick. I felt I was not remembered. As if I was a nobody.

Last Friday, we hanged out by accident. He had a reunion. I did not speak with him since I don't know what to say or why say something if I know he wouldn't listen. He used to tease me that I'm a pig. I lost weight and I was promoted. He told me that it's a good thing for me. That I should get over on what I had with the past. Something he always reminds me.

At the end of the conversation, there was a realization... That you cannot demand from a friend. There may be times where the only thing you can do was to UNDERSTAND. I knew him more than anyone does. He doesn’t want to get into serious conversation. But I all let it out. I nagged him. He was telling me that I'm rubbing it on him. I did, because it's all true. But at the other side of the road, I realized that I also had some mistakes. Both of us are only persons capable of committing mistakes... He might have changed because of the circumstances he's in. I might changed, who knows. The tears cleared all the pain I was hiding.

I know we're still good friends. If ever he's reading this, hey you, I'm sorry! You're such a pig! Heheheh... Miss you bogs!